Happinezzz!👼🏻

“ If things are not as you wish, wish them as they are” – Yiddish proverb.

Past few weeks i had lost my motivation to read.Somehow i couldn’t focus. I pick a book , try to shuffle pages, read a few lines and shove it back to the shelf. Hitherto I find excuses ; Dear self! its okay not to read for a while.But addictions: my friend, they haunt you. Yes! Reading is an addiction for me, i can’t get rid of nor i wish i ever would want to. But focus, where do i get that from? I realised that something is not right. My mind is not in its best frame. I am spurred and i need to bounce back to normal.And comes “denial”, my darling brain is on denial mode. Not ready to accept any inputs.How do i cope up with this denial mode? I started wondering is it with just me ? or its normal , does it happen with everyone ? Now whom should i ask? Can’t conduct surveys for this right?

Arright… lets move ahead. I find the cause and the effect too. Its time for action(self correction). Apropos to this, i rush to my brain food store- a book shop.I was pretty sure to find my motivation back there. Surrounded with such wisdom i get lost in my second world back. I head towards my favourite section but again disappointed as nothing attracts me. The store staff, a friendly man comes to my rescue and offers me good choices to pick but the devil named denial is still on prowl and doesn’t let me come to approval. I wander around and for some book to shout out “take me along” but all in vain. Irked, I decide to head back home. The store guy saw me, perhaps understood my plight. He stopped me and said ‘ mam! Why dont you give a try again, Please. Arright! I go back to my favourite section and i randomly pick few books to pacify my quest and what do i see? OMG! One of the books i was desperately longing to have since long ,right there in front of my eyes. Just couldn’t believe. Gingerly, I pick it up , Skeptical about how much its going to cost( as its one of the exorbitant books of a spirituality genre).Nevertheless , i found my motivation and no matter what i end up paying i won’t leave this behind- i tell myself.I tread towards the counter to pay and again i get stunned. Voila!!! Its on a price i could never dream of… there you are… its on best discount possible, a cost next to nothing. I am on cloud nine now … dancing in my mind , Spurred by Happinezzz👼🏻

I thank the universe ; for the wait was worth.I’ve always believed “You are delivered right things at right time ; in a beautifully surprising manner” Whoa ! This is amazing. I finally glom onto my prized possession.

Happinezzz is enjoying small things in life- howbeit; even in , when you get your favourite book😊

Friends, here i go, back to reading my favourite book. Wish you all happy reading 📚 📚📚

-Jimmy

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